the day i should be a highlight
but
i still need to consider everyone's feeling
instead of mine
because
no one seems to be interested to care of me
i dont know
it supposed to be the happy day for me
(at least, a day..)
but
i know, im expecting anything
just a plain day
normal boring day
less conversation made
being ignored and important
i hope..
one day
i can have the best birthday
(as if i can have it)
(i just hope)
but,
most of the time
i hate my birthday
it scares me
it makes me wanna expect something
something like
(ahh.. must be surprise from someone...)
(its gonna be fun when u have someone else celebrate your birthday)
i dont know
it just a day i want to skip
sigh
