26.5.19

rooibos tea & cinnamon

empty but suffocate
here but lost


how can empty feeling feels so throttle
lack of air to breathe in
caused pain in the chest
feels like something tremendous weight suppress the heart
most of the time uneasy feeling revolving around
bad thoughts or maybe its not bad. its the real thought that has a bad view


how can being here
with people around feels astray
a lost soul that had
vanished and departed will never coming back
lets bygone
together



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called for help
there.
far away, about to off
there.
partially cuz clock is ticking