today was my last paper before Raya
second last paper before end of my study
i was blank my mind was blank
i stared at the paper long
no answer
nothing to write
nothing i remembered
then came anxiety
slowly attacked
i cried
and gave up
leaved the exam hall
with my anxiety
then i realized
i bear this feeling for quite long time
it has to be released
and it was at the moment i was in the exam hall
there. i left everything behind
just like i did before
/
my hands trembling
and tears coming down nonstop
nothing can stop me
from this anxiety anymore
