30mins more to strike 10pm, here i am writing just in case, tonight is my last night here. drink my juice and waiting my rice to cook. i still flu and totally sick. with meds and flu and sick sore throat and somemore ulcers. the whole day today i just filled in with sleep and rest. i was completely out of world. and im going to sleep again later tonight till god knows when i will wake up tomorrow.
i got things to do which i already jot down in my list and deadly hopeful that i will come back in a good health.
to be honest, im scared going to see doctor alone. but, since i stay here, i force myself to go to doctor alone. it just mentally and physically scared. /sigh/ but i did a good job though.