/sigh/
how am i gonna put everything into words..
if i did, i look like a selfish
but if im not, i tear my eyes out every single night
my anxiety comes again and again
torture me like a hell
but then.. i cant do anything
how to settle down this hurt?
that question been questioning me everyday
hence i have no answer
build myself a barrier by hurting myself hard
harder so i can bear with the hardest
i..
admit im not lucky in this world
not even in a single place i can found my luck
i thanks to who lend me their space
therefore, i cry more alone and silently
wipe my tears after cry
smile to fake the happiness
deepest in my heart,
i pray i can go somewhere far
and has no feeling
but, i end up here
crowded and stuck with the feelings
and people
(wipe my tears)
